It might not really have been hetre like that time at the house, remember? if you're ok then it's probably n ot real I know that dosn't help much but oyo need to concentrate on Alex for now.
how am i suppodsed to know if i'mseiing things that arentt there how can i trust anything hat happens i can't hear anything i don't think hes out there
[The fact that Jay's willing to even consider the possibility that he's hallucinating probably says a lot about what's going on with him right now.]
[ Have a short delay before the response comes in. ]
I can't break thew indows here so I can't even try to get to you it's not like I;d even know where to start anyway I've been heading west but today I had to turnb ack because there was just more and more snowso I don't know you could be anywhere!
[ Wow this is
the opposite of helping ]
Ok look I know it's hard and it doesst feel like a good thing right now, but if you're seeing things then that's a good thing. It means you're just sick, which sucks but I have some fo my medication with me. I got it back off the hooded guy so tomorrow I will try my best to find you and we can share OK?
[No, it's not okay, it's the opposite of okay. He doesn't want to think he's sick and he doesn't want to share Tim's stupid mystery pills and he doesn't want any of this
but the shadows around the room are turning into hands and reaching for him and he doesn't know what to do.]
[ Tim knows exactly how this stuff feels - or assumes he does, anyway. And if Jay's anything like him, then being alone with this stuff is the worst part of it. So if nothing else, maybe he can help him feel less alone? ]
I can give you a camera too if you want it, I mean I might even let you share my sponge. peace offering
yeah you do especially since I don't have one here. The tablet video function's okay but it's not as good. I'll keep searching, maybe there are tapes around here somewhere.
Come on it's not like standard DV tapes are that rare. It seems like this town's pretty big so there could be a store that stocked them. I just need to find it.
[ Yeah no he's attempting a video call now. And will keep doing so until Jay answers or calls him back or SOMETHING. This is not okay this is not okay ]
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stay calm it's going to be fine
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except then it was gone
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It might not really have been hetre
like that time at the house, remember? if you're ok then it's probably n ot real
I know that dosn't help much but oyo need to concentrate on Alex for now.
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if i'mseiing things that arentt there how can i trust anything hat happens
i can't hear anything i don't think hes out there
[The fact that Jay's willing to even consider the possibility that he's hallucinating probably says a lot about what's going on with him right now.]
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I can't break thew indows here so I can't even try to get to you
it's not like I;d even know where to start anyway
I've been heading west but today I had to turnb ack because there was just more and more snowso I don't know
you could be anywhere!
[ Wow this is
the opposite of helping ]
Ok look I know it's hard and it doesst feel like a good thing right now, but if you're seeing things then that's a good thing.
It means you're just sick, which sucks but I have some fo my medication with me. I got it back off the hooded guy
so tomorrow I will try my best to find you and we can share
OK?
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but the shadows around the room are turning into hands and reaching for him and he doesn't know what to do.]
ok
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I can give you a camera too
if you want it, I mean
I might even let you share my sponge. peace offering
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you've got a camera?
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Yeah. not much use
There's no tapes to record on
[ NOT TECHNICALLY A LIE. THE TAPE IS FULL. FULL OF STUFF JAY CANNOT SEE. ]
but you know
it's a camera!
I figure I owe you one so
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especially since I don't have one here.
The tablet video function's okay but it's not as good.
I'll keep searching, maybe there are tapes around here somewhere.
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You really think you're going to find tapes here?
I haven't seen any signs of anything like that
just
sponges
paper towels
you know, useful stuff
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There could be tapes too.
[DON'T SHATTER HIS DREAMS]
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[ HE'S A REALIST, DWI ]
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He's serious, isn't he.
Well, at... least Tim's distraction seems to be working? Jay's insatiable lust for tapes conquers all. Apparently. ]
Yeah, ok
I guess keeping an eye open for them won't hurt
just don't get your hopes up too high
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You'll watch out for them too, right?
It'll be a lot easier that way.
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so I doubt I'll be much help
but sure I'll keep my eyes open
[ while keeping his palm firmly lodged in his face at all times ]
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[Surely you'll give him any tapes you find, right? You wouldn't keep things from him again, would you Tim? Friend. Buddy. Pal.]
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like I said I don't think there are going to be any blank tapes here.
And I DO owe you, so
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[whoops haha that keysmashlet definitely wasn't due to any terrifying hallucinations or anything hahahaha]
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THIS GUY ]
JAY
if yuo don't answer in 5 mins i'm going to call
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Sorry, I was. There were things.
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[ Sorry, all this stress and short-breathed-ness is only exacerbating the coughing. Pls stand by. ]
-- ugh. So just. It - it's probably not real, just. Leave the video running. That should --
[ COUGH COUGH HACK. GDIT JAY STOP WORRYING HIM ]
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