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poor baby
this must all be so hard for you
especially the bit about people thinking you're a delusional headcase! man, what's THAT like

[ Seriously, Clayton? Seriously?

At least that lil comment makes it just that little bit easier for Tim to remain firmly in Asshole Central. He is Tim "Stony Motherfucker" Wright, king of apathy and not caring andhAHAHAHAHAHAA ]

I should've seen this coming tbh
wrt your whole glass plate analogy
do you really think Jay's never mentioned the way you talk to him about me?
implying he has to like
look after me
like he's responsible for me
like I'm not a goddamn adult. like I can't cope
see before I figured that yeah, ok. it's a little patronising
but claytons gonna clayton right
playing dad at people your own age is what you do
but now? it's seeming pretty gdamn insulting
"keep your dog on a leash, jay, we wouldn't want it to bite anybody"
you've ALWAYS thought of me as just one more of norfinbury's dangers, right
it's looking p obvious at this point that we were never friends at all

I know Tim, that was intentional, it was kind of a

okay never mind, it was in bad taste. Yes. I was so worried. I'm so worried for everyone. People keep dying around me, no matter what I do--people I've never met, people I've traveled with for weeks, it doesn't matter. I think it's getting to me. I can't even search the houses alone anymore because the blind corners make me too anxious. I'm afraid of everything and I'm starting to become afraid of everyone, and it's wrong of me, it's unfair to everyone that's put their trust in me, and I'm disgusted by it, because more than anything I'm afraid of hurting people. I've just been so focused on the physical side that I've been neglecting the emotional one. That was such a mistake. You're hurting so badly that I can't stand it, I can't stand that I did this to you. I just want to make it better. We don't even have to be friends. I just want to help you stop hurting.

WE'RE ALL SCARED, ASSHOLE
EVERY SINGLE FUCKING ONE OF US
which is why screwing people over is kind of a bad idea? who'd have thought

but w/e
you can stop worrying
I'm not hurting at all

[ He is a liar ]

not like I'm any worse off than before I came here
I'm used to it just being me and Jay
going back to that isn't losing anything

[ He is a liar ]

so you can sleep well knowing you haven't hurt me
or don't? makes no difference to me
I don't care about any of this shit tbh
everything is fine

[ He is a liar ]

God, you're right. That was really self-centered of me. I'm sorry.

Tim...from one liar to another, you're not very good at this. Not like I have room to talk I guess. But it's obvious this whole thing is just making you more uncomfortable and defensive and that's not helping anything. I'm sorry. This was another mistake. I'll go away now.

you're still doing it
you're still acting like I'm some helpless kid
making out that you know exactly what's going on in my head
jfc
do whatever the hell you want man
I'm not about to beg you to stick around so we can talk this out
so

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