*He...has no idea how to respond to that. He's still figuring a lot of it is Alex's fault, and some of it was just how things were going to end up, but Tim's still at fault. He doesn't remember that part, though, so its easy to ignore it. The fact that he's supposed to be dead and his chase with Tim ended everything. Even if he remembered it he wouldn't know what to say. Can you even accept an appology like that? Ugh. This is all too much, he has entirely too much to go over and figure out, Tim is not helping at all. Maybe he should just end the conversation? He's not sure he wants to do that, though.*
Maybe if he appeals more to Brian's interests? Such as he has them. Hmm. ]
if it helps at all when we were all sick idk how much of my babbling made sense but if people are right and the people who were tripping balls were ~seeing the future~ or w/e alex wasn't lying he's defs dead back home I 100% for sure stab him in the goddamn neck so awesome
also he sets my house on fire with me still in it but that bit's probs less interesting to you right
*To the Alex dead part. That should be obvious, right? Not to the fire, though Tim doesn't seem to think he had died in that. He's pretty sure he doesn't need to specify.*
you saw fut ure ? pa st ?
*That might explain why people were acting oddly, at least the ones who were talking to people who weren't there or things that weren't happening.*
yup that or my imagination was pissing its pants over how much it wanted to conjure up really explicit visions of barfing near alex's corpse I even got to remember stuff that tall dark and skinny took from me like when it took me p sweet (that's sarcasm)
sucks you were doing your weird glitchy thing instead if you'd seen/remembered past stuff idk maybe you'd get where I'm coming from when I talk about stuff like I know a few more memories wouldn't make you BRIAN-brian again but w/e not like it matters right so
you re mem ber ed some thing he it Ⓧperator took ?
*He didn't think that would ever be possible. It just doesn't seem right. Another thing that makes this place just wrong. Also he's gonna ignore that second part because no.*
yeah bits of it anyway the time it appeared when me and jay were in the tunnel and took me? parts of the whole thing after that
can't remember it now tho not in the same way more like I'm remembering when I was remembering it? idk that makes no sense which probs means you understand it perfectly so
*He...really isn't sure what that is. Did it mean something with the same level of power as the Operator was behind this? Or was it possible the Operator was involved with all of this somehow? If it was the latter it would be so much easier for him to accept, but he's not sure. He's not really sure about much right now.*
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try and uh
keep it that way?
no more dying man
you saw all the fuss, nobody wants you hurt
be careful k
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*He still has to figure out how to feel about it all. Its very confusing.*
i didnot want to
die
iam glad i am
back
idonot want to do it
a ga in
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I know the feeling
I'll do w/e I can to help you not go through it again k
and like
idk
back home
when it happened there
I am so goddamn sorry
I know I said so before but idk now seems appropriate too so
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*He...has no idea how to respond to that. He's still figuring a lot of it is Alex's fault, and some of it was just how things were going to end up, but Tim's still at fault. He doesn't remember that part, though, so its easy to ignore it. The fact that he's supposed to be dead and his chase with Tim ended everything. Even if he remembered it he wouldn't know what to say. Can you even accept an appology like that?
Ugh. This is all too much, he has entirely too much to go over and figure out, Tim is not helping at all. Maybe he should just end the conversation? He's not sure he wants to do that, though.*
okay
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Maybe if he appeals more to Brian's interests? Such as he has them. Hmm. ]
if it helps at all
when we were all sick
idk how much of my babbling made sense but
if people are right and the people who were tripping balls were ~seeing the future~ or w/e
alex wasn't lying
he's defs dead back home
I 100% for sure stab him in the goddamn neck
so
awesome
also he sets my house on fire with me still in it but that bit's probs less interesting to you right
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*To the Alex dead part. That should be obvious, right? Not to the fire, though Tim doesn't seem to think he had died in that. He's pretty sure he doesn't need to specify.*
you saw fut ure ? pa st ?
*That might explain why people were acting oddly, at least the ones who were talking to people who weren't there or things that weren't happening.*
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that or my imagination was pissing its pants over how much it wanted to conjure up really explicit visions of barfing near alex's corpse
I even got to remember stuff that tall dark and skinny took from me
like when it took me
p sweet
(that's sarcasm)
sucks you were doing your weird glitchy thing instead
if you'd seen/remembered past stuff
idk
maybe you'd get where I'm coming from when I talk about stuff
like I know a few more memories wouldn't make you BRIAN-brian again
but
w/e not like it matters right
so
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he it Ⓧperator took
?
*He didn't think that would ever be possible. It just doesn't seem right. Another thing that makes this place just wrong.
Also he's gonna ignore that second part because no.*
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bits of it anyway
the time it appeared when me and jay were in the tunnel and took me? parts of the whole thing after that
can't remember it now tho
not in the same way
more like I'm remembering when I was remembering it?
idk that makes no sense
which probs means you understand it perfectly so
no subject
*He...really isn't sure what that is. Did it mean something with the same level of power as the Operator was behind this? Or was it possible the Operator was involved with all of this somehow? If it was the latter it would be so much easier for him to accept, but he's not sure. He's not really sure about much right now.*
idonot know