It's not possible. It can't be. Brian, Tim, even Jay, they'd all told him about the thing that haunts them, but it wasn't this. Beckett struggles to think, but it's like wading through ice water, a sensation he's intimately familiar with now. Is Tim really saying all these things, does he really know them, or is this just in his head somehow - just the logical next step of descent into madness?]
What did it tell you? What do you know about what I was searching for? How is it that
if brian knows why didnt he tell me?
[Even he can see the logic breaking down, but there's no logic here, anyway. It all may as well be meaningless. Everything else had been.
He can't type properly. He has to stop, put his head in his hands, remember that he needs to breathe these days.]
Some friend he's turning out to be. We'll have to have a little talk if I find him alive - I do so hope he has enough nerve endings left for me to make the most of. I'll be sure to give him your regards before I get down to business. You know, make sure he knows about how you got him in trouble with something beyond both your power and then failed to save him. Again.
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What did it tell you? What do you know about what I was searching for? How is it that
if brian knows why didnt he tell me?
[Even he can see the logic breaking down, but there's no logic here, anyway. It all may as well be meaningless. Everything else had been.
He can't type properly. He has to stop, put his head in his hands, remember that he needs to breathe these days.]
Some friend he's turning out to be. We'll have to have a little talk if I find him alive - I do so hope he has enough nerve endings left for me to make the most of. I'll be sure to give him your regards before I get down to business. You know, make sure he knows about how you got him in trouble with something beyond both your power and then failed to save him. Again.